I have a wonderful house by the lake.  I made it out of branches.  You have to crouch down to get in and you cant stand up all the way inside, but Lily loves it.  Sam and David love to run and play around the lake.  I have to keep an eye on them.  Sam in particular has trouble keeping track of his head.  I found it near the water today and I had to track him down and give him a talking to.  He needs to not lose it.  None of us need to eat, so I dont have to worry about food.  I couldnt be happier here with my family.

They attacked me.  I didnt have a choice.  I woke up when Lily jumped on me and started choking me.  The boys were pulling and scratching at my arms.  They were going to kill
me.  I had to protect myself.  But now I wish I hadnt, because living with the knowledge of what I have done is much worse than dying by their hands.  Im sorry Lily.  I love you.  Goodbye.